Wednesday, December 21, 2011

baking adventure

Since I am going to be off on my “own” at college next year, without someone to cook my meals for me, my mother has insisted that I start cooking more at home… which leads to many hours of my talking to myself and my food in the kitchen and funny smells. Everything has turned out delicious so far, but last night, I wasn’t very hopeful.

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I made manicotti. And for those of you who have never had manicotti, you are MISSING OUT. this stuff is the bomb. Here is half-way prepared manicotti. cheese-y stuffed pasta shells with pasta sauce. YUM.

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HOWEVER. when shopping for the ingredients for this delectable I didn’t realize it, and purchased my cottage cheese with pineapples in it.

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Oops. anyways, I didn’t tell my dad that the pasta probably had pineapple chunks stuffed inside it, and he didn’t notice. YAY. Success. :)

While making though, I managed to dirty up 4 spoons, 1 pot, 1 pan, 3 bowls, 1 colander, 1 piece of wax paper, 2 pieces of aluminum foil, and 3 measuring cups. that, my friends, takes talent. :)

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Sunday, December 11, 2011

brought to you by the letter “G”

G: God…grace…gummy bears…grapes…goggles…google…geese…grapefruit juice…Goodwill(the store)…grammar…grass…grins…gifts…galoshes…garage sales…gentlemen…gum…gummy worms…gloves…grocery bags(I’m weird, I know)…giggles…GREEN EGGS AND HAM.

gifts 1145-1166

Monday, November 7, 2011

Brought to you by the letter F

F:  feathers…fur…fun-dip…folklore…FACES…fall…faith…friends…food…facebook…
fountains…freckles…followers…face paint…February…fences…family… Fridays…fish…French fries…fashion…flowers…fire…fiction…fiddles…fuzzy blankets…Fritos…forgiveness…
gifts #1117-1144
1000 gifts

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

lightless

(I got this story from church several Sunday nights ago. It’s long, but definitely worth the read.)

There once was a woman who was always running into things. Low-hanging tree branches, big rocks, not so big rocks, furniture, walls.

And she wasn’t alone. She lived in a town filled with people who, every day, would walk around stubbing their toes, hitting their heads, and getting poked in the eye.

The problem, you see, was that in this particular town there was no light. Not a flame, not a bulb, not a moon, not a sun—no light anywhere. Darkness everywhere.

The perpetual darkness caused many problems:

For one, it was nearly impossible to see obstacles in the road and so everybody was constantly tripping and colliding and bumping. People bandaged wounds daily—either their own or those of people they loved.

They frowned, even cried, as they wrapped the bleeding toes and arms and knees, knowing it would likely be just a matter of hours before they suffered yet another injury.

The only consolation was in knowing the accident hadn’t been deadly. Better to live to bandage another wound than to die, as so many had and would.

In addition to all the cuts and bruises, there was also the problem of the shakes.

In a town with no light there’s no heat. Every spot—inside or outside, all day, every day—was a chilly 41 degrees.

No glowing embers to warm one’s hands beside, no open flame to gather round, no spark of electricity to produce warmed air. Just a constant chill resulting in stubborn shivers plaguing every man and woman in town.

And all of this added to the unfortunate reality that without light, there is no color. No purple sky at sunrise, no brilliant orange on translucent butterfly wings, no mossy green patches clinging to the trunks of elm trees or rich crimson smeared across a cardinal’s
breast.

No paints, no rainbows, no color at all.

Every day the woman, the protagonist of our story, found herself meandering through a collage of blacks and grays—her world a vague muddle of ashy shadows and silhouettes. Bleak, but made bleaker by the sad truth that she had no idea how bad things were—
because she had never experienced anything different.

Until one day, when she met a curious man while walking in the dark.

She was on her way to shop the shadowy aisles of the local market, minding her own business, when she stopped suddenly. There, right in the middle of the path, was a bonfire—she, of course, didn’t know that’s what it was, because she had never seen

one. But she was seeing it now, seeing—truly seeing—for the first time—light. More accurately, she was seeing because of light.

The flames cast flickering rays that revealed a man standing beside them.

At first she stood before him open-jawed, unable to look anywhere else, as if he were the only person in the world. He was, to be sure, the only person she had ever truly seen.

The light from the fire brought his face into full view, pushing the darkness away from his cheekbones, eyebrows, temples, and lips, making every nuanced expression visible. Un-ignorable.

As she surveyed his face and clothing, she found herself mesmerized by…color. She certainly didn’t know what to call it or how to describe it, she just knew that it seemed as if her eyes had awakened from sleep—as if she was experiencing a 3rd dimension for
the first time—yellows and blues and oranges and reds and greens—each color different, some lighter, some darker, some warmer, some cooler. Those terms were the best her brain could do—outside of these words, she had no words—no way to articulate what she
was seeing. Only absolute confidence that it delighted her.

The fire’s warmth, too, was brand new and delighted her even further.

The man greeted her.

“I have something I want to give you,” he said. With that, he pulled out a small velvet bag and emptied its contents into the woman’s no-longer-shivering hand. Out tumbled 3 matches. The woman glanced up at the man’s face. “These,” he told her, “are mine. But I want you to use them.”

Having, of course, never seen a match before, she asked, “What are they?”

The man pointed to the fire beside them. “These give birth to that,” he said, smiling. He then explained how that heat and light and color flowed from this one precious resource, and said she was to use these matches to build fires for her friends and neighbors and for all the townspeople. He told her to keep the fires with care and assured her that the fires could birth as many more as they needed—so that the entire town could soon be bathed in light and warmth and color.

With that, the man and his fire were gone and the woman was left clutching his matches.

She began walking home, and as she approached her house, a neighbor called to her from his porch, asking to borrow an extra blanket. When she got closer, she could see that he was holding his newborn son. The child was healthy, but even in the darkness, she saw his tiny lips quivering, bundled though he was, from the cold.

Immediately, the woman’s thoughts darted to the matches she held. One stroke of one of these small wooden sticks and this young family’s life would be altogether different. But just as she took the breath to speak, she stopped short.

What if she lit the match and wasn’t able to make a fire? What if a gust of wind blew just as the match ignited and promptly snuffed it out? What then? Her supply would be diminished by a full third. Fear gripped her heart like a vise. “No,” she thought. “Better to wait. Better not to risk losing a precious match just yet.”

She went to bed that night with the matches under her pillow, feeling a peace that she’d not felt before, secure in the potential of her new-found resource. She pulled her many blankets up to her chin, shivered, and closed her eyes.

The next morning, she woke to a knock at the door. Throwing on a robe, she made her way carefully through the dark house to find her mother standing outside on one leg, clutching her other foot and crying out in pain. She had stepped on a large piece of glass
and was bleeding profusely. “Mother!” the woman said. “I didn’t see it,” was all her mother could manage before breaking into tears.

The woman brought her mother inside and the two huddled together on the couch, trying to stop the bleeding and find any glass left inside the wound. This, of course, was hard to do in the dark—but wait! She had almost forgotten about the matches! She ran back to her bedroom, pulled the velvet purse from beneath her pillow, and stopped.

This wound was serious, yes, …but was this really the time to take measures as drastic as using one of the matches? And she was inexperienced at making fires—who was to say she’d even be successful. Much better to have the matches than to lose them. Sure—
the man had assured her that the warm, bright, colorful fires they produced could produce more fires….but what if he was wrong? Who was to say that’s how it worked?

She carefully placed them back on her bed.

Satisfied with her cautious prudence, she went back to help her mother, doing the best she could, both women shaking from the cold.

A week later, the woman had begun to feel a certain kinship with the matches. She’d taken to carrying the velvet bag in her pocket with her at all times, touching it every so often to ensure it was still there, both reassured and nervous every time she felt it.

This continued for an entire month, when finally the woman decided it was dangerous for her to be carrying around such a valuable resource.

Determined to protect what was hers, the woman made her way to the woods at the edge of the town. And there, at noon, in the thick darkness, her fingers trembling from the chilly air, next to a black tree in the black ground, she dug a deep hole, and buried the matches.

“Now,” she thought to herself, “they will be safe.”

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(how often do we bury our “matches” only to find that they have been ruined due to lack of use? I challenge you this week to share your “matches” and light with the world around you. We all could use some warmth from Christ.)

Monday, August 15, 2011

Here with Me

I haven’t posted a Thursday Tunes in a while… And even though it is not Thursday, I just had to post this song. It’s been in my drafts folder for a long while, and needs to be shared. Isn’t it marvelous?

Here With Me by Mikeschair

God, I'm desperate for a sign
That I'm not praying to the night sky
Let me know I'm not alone
That you will never let me go
'Cause everything I've held on to is slipping away
When my world is crashing down
Left in pieces on the ground
I will stand knowing you are here with me
With my hands reaching for the sky
I can feel you holding tight
I'm stepping out on water knowing you are
Here with me
You take the broken and the weak
And use them for your glory
So help me to believe
That you will do the same for me
When everything is going wrong
I will trust in you

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

running bunnies

As I tweeted earlier, sometimes I wish I was a bunny. (mind you, I’m allergic to them, but hear me out. ;))

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When they get scared, they can just freeze and not move, and nobody thinks any differently… but when I don’t know how to fill out a college application, nope! I can’t just not do anything. (double negatives there… oooooooh, naughty girl!)

And when bunnies get REALLY scared, they can just run away and people don’t go looking for them to finish their job of eating lettuce and grass. Unfortunately, this also doesn’t work out for humans. oh well. ;)

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I guess I really am glad I’m not a bunny… I don’t have to eat lettuce and grass all the time. But, alas, I do get a bunny-sort-of-feeling every time I eat a salad… ;)

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No, I really don’t wish I was a bunny, but college applications and classes are rather scary and confusing sometimes… haha, maybe I’ll figure it all out soon. ;) 

(oh, and be not worried if this post makes no sense to your poor brain. I keep rereading it and it is making less and less sense to me. but I love these bunny pictures too much not to post them on here. ;))

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Brought to you by the letter… E!

E: eggs…enemies…escape…El Salvador…elephants…eyes…endings…electricity…eggo waffles…editing…edges…EXPO markers…Exodus…ears…emotions…external hard-drives…EVERYTHING! :)

gifts #1100-1116

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I thought of this last night while I was lying in bed (therefore this post CAN count as a Multitude Monday, even though it is Tuesday) and I started scribbling down words that started with E… and thus came up with this lovely page full of E’s. :P

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Monday, July 11, 2011

Brought to you by the letter D

D: dogs…dollars…dip(for cheese, of course!)…daffodils…DUCKS…dance…dropbox…doorbells…dolls…dinner…Daddy Don (my grandfather)…DVDs…drama(theater, NOT highschool drama! ha)…digital cameras…deals…drawers…donuts…decorations…DC Talk…donors…downloads(that are spam-free)…doodling…dusting…Daddy…digging…droplets (of water)…driveways…desks…

gifts #1072 – 1099

1000 gifts

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By the time this will be posted, I will be on my way to El Salvador for 9 days. Please keep me and our mission team in your prayers! <3

Monday, June 6, 2011

Peace

Galatians 1:3
”Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.”

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Yesterday during yet another sermon on the book of John (three years in… only on chapter 17. haha, crazy, I know) I read Galatians. Yes, the whole book, and it was amazing.

There’s just something about concentrating so hard to focus on reading the Bible and blocking out absolutely everything else. It was very encouraging.

But just as I was starting, a couple words popped out at me.
Grace.
and Peace.
And being the geek that I am, I looked up the definitions of these words in the back of my Bible.

GRACE: an undeserved gift…

PEACE: freedom… from disturbance. from worry. from stress. from the world.

Grace, I’m thankful for. Peace, I yearn for…

Random Ramblings***

What about you?

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

creative streak… to bracelets

I decided to be creative today.

It’s a rare feeling that I get on those days where I am not bored, but running out of things to do to procrastinate doing the important things.

ANYWAYS. I got the inspiration for today’s project here. It looked simple enough so I tried it.

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It didn’t turn out as cute as Cakies necklace did, but I think it’s still cute.

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Plus, it fit the theme of my cow/necklace shelf. Which is definitely an added bonus. ;)

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As to if I’m going to wear it much, who knows. but hey, it was fun and easy. :)

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(oh, and to explain the title, i did make bracelets from this idea. they were cute until my wrists started breaking out. which was sad.)

Saturday, April 30, 2011

**insert good attitude** (brought to you by the letter “B”)

IMG_8686-1It was 11:00am on Wednesday. I had just gotten back from picking up my tutu when my grandmother called about a tornado headed our way… one of many that day. We hurried to the basement and were soon joined by our neighbors. Our eyes were glued to the TV screen when the electricity shut off. We spent the IMG_8576-1rest of the day in the basement, and , with the exception of 2 hours, without electricity. We still have no power. We had to empty the fridge (*) and throw everything away..

 

**insert good attitude**

God has a plan. God has a plan. I keep repeating this to myself. We still have plenty of water. We still have our house. And we still have our family. Sure, we lost several treesIMG_8586-1, and yes, it’s quite annoying to have no power, but God does have a plan. I’ve caught up on sleep, we’ve spent more time with the neighbors that we never see, and have learned to adapt. We are still so blessed.
Our hearts and prayers go out to those who were affected by these storms. <3

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B. bad weather…bread…baths…bananas…Burgess families…boxes…braids…banana bread…blessings…bugs…blue…butterflies…ballet…bicycles…bottles of water…beliefs…bags…batteries…beds…”breakfast bars”…beauty…blossoms…basements…babies…breath (thanks, Mom)…back-up discs…balloons…books…bubbles…bunnies…bbq…bangs…boats…barns…balls…and Bibles.

(blessings 1036 through 1071)

Monday, April 25, 2011

the letter “a”

No worries, I haven’t fallen off the face of the earth (although I do love that song). Since I’ve finished my list of 1000 blessings, I’m starting my ABC’s of Thankfulness. (My friend borrowed the idea from me, so I shall try not to be too much of a copy cat of her list.)

Without further ado, here are my “a”s.

A: apples…anthems…animal crackers(in my soup!)…Allie’s blog…ants(and aunts!)…all my friends…anklets…anteaters…aurora borealis…alarms…antelopes…ashley…arabesques…advil…anti-itch cream…alliterations…Auburn…apples…autumn…Alexander…allowances…auditions…April…Acts(as in the book of the Bible)…Alabama(the state.. not the university!)…American Idol…did I already mention apples??…..Amen! ;)

 
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((blessings #s 1007 through 1035))

I’ve actually already done the letters “C” and “S”. :)

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P.S. Happy birthday to my future brother-in-law! :)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

mail

I don’t know about you guys, but I love mail. I love opening up the mailbox and finding a letter waiting just for me. But what’s even better is finding a package.

And that’s what happened to me this morning.

For some random reason I went out to the mailbox this morning (oh yes. I was mailing smelly stickers to one of my friends. be jealous.) and found mail in our mailbox. I was like “OH! mail.” Then I noticed that both of the packages in the mailbox were addressed to me. and it became more of an “MAAAAILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Needless to say, I was pretty excited.

I’m sitting here reading a book (that I’ve been wanting to read for the longest time but had not gotten it yet)from my best friend (shout out to Little Fairy!!), wearing adorable button earrings (from her sister, I’m assuming), and smiling and crying over everything else I got.

Oh man, I’m blessed. God certainly knows how to turn a drab week around.

Love you, girls!!!!! <3 <3 <3

Monday, March 7, 2011

Multitude Monday.. wrapping it up

I’m finishing up my 1000 blessings.

Sometimes it’s hard to believe that I found 1000 things to be thankful for, but other times, it’s amazing that it took me this long to get here!

I’m going to continue making my list of blessings, but am gonna do it “A,B,C’s” style. Like I did this and this post.

So, to finish up, here is my blessings #950 – 1000!

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DSLR cameras

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quick texters

innkeepers

$1s

photography magazines

PENCIL SHARPENERS

Finding Nemo

hours of discussion

Jane Austin

water

point-and-shoot cameras

passports

mission trip meetings

adorable pillow cases

rubber band balls

post-it notes

rearranged rooms

clean closets

crocheting

funky costumes

homemade things

chicken noodle STEWShoes III (1)

crocheted wire

phone chargers

borrowed books

old ballet shoes

keyboards

dust

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spring

petals

flower buds

MY CAR

gas-buying parents ;)

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belts

Drama Pool Party (1)picture sleeves

rainboots

umbrellas

light bulbs

retired army people

respect

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tape

sticky tack

auburn

TREES

moooooooooooooooooooooooooing

patient answers

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stretchy bracelets

new songs

fuzz

sweatpants

picture frames

cute camera straps

(actually, this is through #s 1006. ;) I’ve got lots and lots to be thankful for.. <3)

1000 gifts

For more blessings, check out Ann’s blog!

Monday, February 28, 2011

Anything but a face - i<3faces

I haven’t done an iheartfaces photo challenge in AGES. But I couldn’t resist this one. ;)

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I love this photo.. so awesome. :)

I Heart Faces - Photography Challenges, Tutorials and Tips

For more “faceless” photos, check out the iheartfaces blog!

Friday, February 25, 2011

Happy ETAFAJBAGTTBAF day!

ETAFAJBAGTTBAF stands for Everybody-Tell-A-Friend-About-James'-Blog-And-Get-Them-To-Be-A-Follower.  (hee hee)

So here I am advertising my friend’s blog.

It’s called Darkshadow Inc. And James (the author-person) is absolutely amazing. I’ve yet to read any of his posts without dying of laughter. It’s hilarious.

Go check it out and follow him.. cause he wants followers. haha :)

 

p.s. this dude has a real God-given talent of writing.. his stories really are quite fantabulous.. especially Samuel Faar. :)

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Random Ramblings do any of you guys have actual friends who blog hilariously? I want to hear about it! I think we all need a good laugh now and then. :)

Thursday, February 24, 2011

You Lift Me Up

I LOVE this song. It’s fantastic. :)

“You Lift Me Up” by The Afters

You lift me up with your love
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up

Waiting for the sunrise
Waiting for the day
Waiting for a sign
That I’m where you want me to be

You know my heart is heavy
And the hurt is deep
But when I feel like giving up
You’re reminding me
That we all fall down sometimes
But when I hit the ground

You lift me up when I am weak
Your arms wrap around me
Your love catches me so I’m letting go
You lift me up when I can’t see
Your heart is all that I need
Your love carries me so I’m letting go
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up

I know I’m not perfect
I know I make mistakes
I know that I have let you down
But you love me the same

And when I’m surrounded
When I lose my way
When I’m crying out and falling down
You are here to

Lift me up when I am weak
Your arms wrap around me
Your love catches me so I’m letting go
You lift me up when I can’t see
Your heart is all that I need
Your love carries me so I’m letting go

I can see the dawn is breaking
I am feeling overtaken with your love
With your love
I don’t know what I can offer
In this moment I surrender to your love
To your love

You lift me up when I am weak
Your arms wrap around me
Your love catches me so I’m letting go
You lift me up when I am weak
Your arms wrap around me
Your love catches me so I’m letting go
You lift me up when I can’t see
Your heart is all that I need
Your love carries me so I’m letting go

I can see the dawn is breaking
I am feeling overtaken with your love

You lift me up with your love
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up

Thursday, February 3, 2011

my toothless angel

…at least, I’m pretty sure he was an angel…

so there we were. my car smoking, my temperature meter reading VERY hot, and no idea what to do.

we wandered into the gas station; one of us on the phone, the other asking for help.

then, my angel appeared.

he was missing his front two teeth, but his heart made up for the lack.

he offered to look at my car, and we more than willingly obliged.

he predicted exactly what was wrong with it, and helped out with a few minor things that needed done.

we drove until Lil started smoking again and then dropped her off at a car repair place. (a Christian one, I might add.. I had no idea they were there)

all is well now, it was just her heat pump/tube thingy that came loose, but as for my angel? i have no idea who he was, and i’m pretty sure i never will. But to him, (and God) I will be forever grateful.

 

  (me, Kandie, and “Lilly-Flagg Cowch” on the day I got “her”)

Thursday Tunes – You Belong to Me

Wow. I haven’t done a Thursday Tunes in AGES. but here’s one. And it’s a really good song by Grey Holiday. :)

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Please..

Please take a couple minutes to pray for Kelsey.

She needs a miracle, and only God can grant her healing.

<3

Sunday, January 30, 2011

God’s reasons

the days before my birthday, the forecast was for snow and rain. aka, not driving test weather.

my facebook status the day before was:

If my license test gets canceled tomorrow because of rain or snow, i'm not going to complain. Why? Cause God obviously has a reason.. ♥

and He did have a reason.

It rained Wednesday morning. And snowed. And looked like it would be dreary for the rest of the day.

But it wasn’t. It cleared up. There was a slight breeze, and the sun appeared.

We ended up going that afternoon to the courthouse we weren’t planning on going to. But after getting there, we realized we had the wrong insurance card for my Mom’s vehicle (which I was planning on testing in).

So my Dad drove to the courthouse. The one weren’t planning to go to, but God cleared it up for us to go to. The one very near to my Dad’s work.

I tested in Dad’s truck, passed with no problem (despite not having done a 3-point-turn in his truck before). But I passed.

God had a reason. for the rain, for the snow, for the missing insurance card.

We just had to wait for His timing.

<3

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D

in case you can’t guess,

I GOT MY LICENSE!

it went really well… despite me driving through parking spaces and running into the curb on my 3-point-turn.. haha

but YES.

i’m officially a licensed driver.

happy birthday to myself. :)

<3jen

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

AHH!! :D

remember that giveaway that I posted about a couple days ago??

WELL, I WON

these adorable coral pink flower hairpin thingies… :D

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YAY.

:)

 

just thought I’d share my excitement with you guys.. haha

 

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if you want another giveaway to try, check out this one!

Monday, January 17, 2011

I’m back!!

Sorry for the delay of posting on here.. I’ve been keeping busy on my photography blog. :)

We got snowed in all of last week, but I still didn’t find time to blog. :P Sorry!

BUT here’s a couple pictures that I HAVENT posted on my photography blog. ;)

Have a blessed day.. i’ll finally get around to my multitude monday post soon. :)

Monday, January 10, 2011

GIVEAWAY!! :D

check it out! :)

plus:

WE GOT 7 1/2 INCHES OF SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pictures to come on my photography blog soon. :))